well hello there.

Im so sorry for the lack of updating my blog . I kinda busy nowadays on my studies, the school. the spm's preparation. I have to finish up all my works, cover up the syllabus of form4 especially on additional mathematics. that kinda kills me slowly actually -_- and yeah, here me now, infront of the lappy, still on my uniform school. chilling with avril's songs. missing him. haha. actually, I'm patiently having my fullblast-pain-headache. I decided to sleep but its already Asar, I guess this is not the afdhal time to sleep or even take a nap, so I just having a short rest for a while. so as you all know, school's season had been started on a few days ago. And yeah I still stuck here in Semtasi, facing the same classmates, teachers, the canteen's food, the worst toilet ever -_- nothing seems to change.#EPICFAIL. but there was a cute boy (my junior) in my school. really really cute. and I would like to have him as my adik-angkat haha! but it was just only a dream. haha
This is not actually I want to share. Its about mfa :) I found my old hp just now. and thanks god, the hp still can  be use and after I korek korek korek the hp, I suddenly saw his old messages, the words that he said to me when he proposed me to be his girl for the second time. haha! kinda hurt actually, is this what we called love? and the random yet sweet memories about us suddenly 'pop' out in my mind. I still remember I suap him  the aiskrim at kbcc, that was our first date actually and I miss that. our memories in pantai at plkn tu, I suap him the nasi ouchh hahaha! and yes i miss that. and I still remember when we met at pekan, he gave me his shirts. and that day, dia tgur aku sebab aku nda pandai lipat baju haha yet he was teaching me how to fold the shirts correct-and-neat-ly. hahaa! and still, i miss that. still remember the memory when we broke the fast together at kfc because that was his birthday. at first, I was the one who supposed to spend him but haha dia juga yang bayar. I MISS THAT! too many memories that wont fade away and now, kami hanya kawan, tidak lebih dan tidak kurang. so I just have to accept the fact, let the memories go on with the flows and let Allah do the rest.
btw, i miss you tracking-the-cloud boy hahaha! ;)

sorry for the BURUK GRAMMAR peeps, Im in my way on improving it ;)

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